The Euphoric Self

Given a day I could live my say   Many a things would go my way Choosing bold over Shy, Asking how and why. Never shielding to society shuns  Taking the big strong say. If only I could go back time, And not worry about saving every dime. Choosing Voice over silence  Never shielding opinions to mime. If only I could tell the younger self  Don’t let someone draw your life- And scream out loud when supremacy peeks in, Giving equality the big win. If only i could go back to the younger self  And shun negativity away Choosing more positivity and happiness  To a better self ,each a better day. 

 Discovering happiness is a thing. Discovering positivity is a choice. Digital transformation has led to more number of depression amongst all ages where the day begins & ends with a cell phone. Little do we realise that with technology we are easing so well into a sedentary lifestyle giving no importance to health or self care. Little do we know we are becoming weaker physically, emotionally &mentally.  Positivity was not my thing. Failures did scare me but the next step was always tough. Technology is an addiction and it did keep me handcuffed. All I knew was FB feeds or Instareels could help forget any prob and divert road to happiness. Reality stuck hard & came a day where I was forced to take life decisions more serious.  The very first I noticed was the lack of positivity. And building positivity was a choice . Either I had to go the hard way to a better self or cry spilt milk all day long. I decided on the former . Changing the perspective of seeing thi...

The day starts to wind up and gloomy night takes over. A tired self welcomes bed time bidding adieu to yet another daunting day. I await her little self to fall asleep after which I get to be in solitaire . “Me time” what the world calls.  Being a mother is an endless list of duties, worries, responsibility’s and what not ? An array of thoughts pool in. Darkness ,Silence & I. In solitaire I find bliss. Quietness comforts ,Silence heals and Solitaire relaxes. And do I await days it pours at nights ? Two things that help find uncalled joy & if given both I take to enjoying them immensely. Solitaire is not for everyone, and finding joy in solitaire is not a thing anymore with digital transformation handcuffed everywhere.  Let go the cuffs, relax the claw fingers and enjoy self time with no technology. It maybe old school , but no better way to know and understand your inner self.