Darkness, Silence & I..

The day starts to wind up and gloomy night takes over. A tired self welcomes bed time bidding adieu to yet another daunting day. I await her little self to fall asleep after which I get to be in solitaire . “Me time” what the world calls. 

Being a mother is an endless list of duties, worries, responsibility’s and what not ? An array of thoughts pool in. Darkness ,Silence & I. In solitaire I find bliss. Quietness comforts ,Silence heals and Solitaire relaxes. And do I await days it pours at nights ? Two things that help find uncalled joy & if given both I take to enjoying them immensely. Solitaire is not for everyone, and finding joy in solitaire is not a thing anymore with digital transformation handcuffed everywhere. 

Let go the cuffs, relax the claw fingers and enjoy self time with no technology. It maybe old school , but no better way to know and understand your inner self. 

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